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And so it goes..
at times when u all see me u all might think why i take things so lightly...bt i'm i'm nt its nt even happi go lucky......i look strong on the outside of me bt deep down inside me i'm seriously bleeding.....its jus tt u all dun see me bleed and dun see my pain..it doesn't mean its nt there.....look into my eyes u guys simply see nothing bt behind those eyes its full of tears..........i'm crying bt u all only see it as i'm happy...i eat pills to help me escape from reality fer a few seconds...at least in my dreamland everything is genuine and no one there wear masks...i smoke at times too bt i smoke to numb my pain...soon after the numb will be gone cos it has no kick anymore...bt the last thing i will bump into is drugs....after sometime smoking no longer helps....hw i wish god will take me back into his world...i'm a simple girl who trust ppl too easily and my mum always say tt i have a veri soft heart..i always get betrayed in friendship and always get hurt......ppl may think its nth bt it realli hurts..its like a needle pierced into ur heart....bt i held on cos the last thing i wan ppl to see is tears rolling down my cheeks... |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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